December 24th

Well, today was pretty great. Had a very relaxing start, spent some quality time with David and his girlfriend, (even if they drove me crazy at one point...) and then had a good worship service.
Topped it all off with a party and then opening gifts with my family. It was a good day, a blessing and a way to celebrate Christ and share my love for Him with my congregation.

December 23rd

A pretty busy day today making sure everything was ready for the weekend. Thanks for your gifts to me, especially the gift of Jesus. Amidst all the busy-ness of sharing His story through worship I have to remember His place at the center of my life.
Help me, Lord to focus on Him at the center of all that I do and all that I am.
Help me focus myself on Him so that rather than constantly doing things in His name I might simply live in His love.

December 22nd

Today I had lunch with the Lunch 'n' Learn Bible study group and enjoyed the time with the folks very much.
Even though it's just a small group we've formed a basis of love, trust and respect that allows us to delve into your Word in a way that we can apply directly to our lives.
Thanks for their faithfulness and for the gifts you have given me to be able to teach and to advise, as well as the openness to learn from their collective wisdom.
I also spent some time with the Praise Team and gave them little gifts and notes to share how much they mean to me and to thank them for their contribution to St. James and to my life. We also got together to give Darryl a gift, and that was a great way to share our love and admiration for him. Thanks, God for a blessed day.

December 21st

Thanks, God, for a day with nothing in my date book. It was a blessing to just have a day in the office just to work quietly and to pray and reflect and even relax a little. Well, there was the After School Program and the happy noises of the kids that wasn't entirely peaceful, but it was a time of blessing nevertheless.
It's great to have them come and know that they are provided with a safe place to have fun and learn something about you. Help us as a church as we offer this program to our community.

December 20th

Lord, had a good afternoon with Robert, Lois' brother, visiting our local automotive museum. Also had a brief but meaningful call from Zio Angelo in Italy. Thanks for that reminder of my own family, and for his love and openness. Help me to be worthy of such wonderful folks in my life.

December 19th

Lois' brother arrived today, and it's joy to have him stay with us for a couple of days.
Thanks for him and all of Lois' family. They have welcomed me as one of their own and continue to accept me as a member of the family.
It's such a blessing to have them when my own family is either gone from this realm or far, far away. Thank you, God

December 18th

God, it was another good day: worship went well, we had a great turn-out for our open house, and above all, we had a wee crew of teenagers that hung out at our house and had fun.
While worship and our more formal guests were a blessing, knowing that David and Anna's friends feel comfortable enough to come and chill at the Giurin household means a lot. It feels good to have them safe close to us, knowing what they're up to, and knowing that they have little interest in doing silly, harmful things. Thanks for a great crop of kids and for them being able to recognize that they are loved and welcomed in our home. Thanks also for that home, for all the renovations we've been able to do, and for the way that we can share our home with others.
Bless us as good hosts and examples of Christ-like hospitality and fellowship.

December 18th: Real Special Effects

I watched a movie recently, a release only a year or so old, that featured a scene of a tugboat going out to sea. Since the movie was set in the past the tugboat and ocean were actually special effects renditions of reality. I suppose it was easier to have a computer draw and animate old boats and sights on shore, along with the water rather than trying to recreate a whole huge set in ‘real’ life.
Everything looked very realistic but there was something that spoke of special-effects wizardry nevertheless. Something, and I can’t just say what it was, didn’t ring true despite Special-Effects department’s best efforts. For a second I caught myself thinking, “Wow, that looks pretty fake, how silly of them to do that” and then I realized something: folks in movies have been faking it for a long time.
I remember watching old British movies about world war two sea battles; there too special effects ruled the day. The only difference was that way back in the Sixties and Seventies movie makers relied on small scale wood or metal model ships floating in huge swimming pools. Really good movies, with big budgets and very talented model makers did an excellent job of making the models and battle scenes look realistic. Still, despite their best efforts, there was still something invariably fake-looking about those scenes.  The issue hasn’t changed much over the ensuing years. Whether it’s modern computer animation technology or old-style model making, no special effects department, no matter how big a budget or talented the artists, can make a fully convincing representation of reality.
Throughout human history people have tried to create or recreate their own versions of faith, religion and even Christianity according to their own whims or needs. Like special-effects artists in the movies they design and build systems that sound good and might fool the less-than-discerning eye, but ultimately they fall short. Their faith systems and beliefs can’t hold a candle to the reality of God and what God has to say about things.
These faith systems disguise themselves as hobbies and jobs. They mask as entertainment and sports; they create idols out of busy-ness, possessions and spending; they feel good for a moment but offer nothing that is lasting, beneficial or even meaningful. The problem with these poor imitations of faith is that they confuse and confound us to the point that we can’t recognize that they are only cheap imitations of a bigger, better reality.
There is no substitute for God and a healthy faith-life. His presence in our lives has far reaching effects on the nature and quality of both our day-to-day and long term existence. Nothing is as satisfying; nothing is as meaningful; nothing is as helpful; nothing is as good for us. The author of our very reality is the only one worth trusting in order to make our reality a healthy and happy one. One might say that God offers special effects that are beyond anything we could imagine.

December 17th

Well, lots done today getting ready for tomorrows Open House at our place, and a fun party with the Theatre Kent crew in the evening. A good day. Some work, some relaxation, and an honest time away from doing church and just being your child today.

December 16th

It was a good day today, God. I was able to see some older folks who had been struggling with health and other issues doing better. I had a couple of good visits that were a blessing to me and, I believe, to those I visited.
It's an honour to be a loving, Christ-like presence to those who are in need of Him.
Help me serve and visit humbly not only so that I might be a blessing to others, but so that I might walk more closely with Christ as well; let me not only share in His work but also see Him and know Him and feel His love in the people I visit.

December 15th

Lord, thanks for David, his talents and the school that he and Anna attend. It was great to see him perform today and to see how much talent he gets to work with. Bless the teachers at 'The Pines' as they lead their students forward, and bless David that he might learn from their combined wisdom.
Bless Anna as well, as she comes into her own and figures out her place and what she can do best.
Help them grow closer to you, and help their teachers, Lois, myself and every person that loves Jesus they encounter serve as worthy and capable guides along their journey with Him.

December 14th

God, thanks for the colleagues that understand me and help me understand my ministry. It's a blessing to have them in my life. Thanks also for letting me be part of their lives and for being able to contribute to their well-being and simply to be a friend.
I especially thank you for Mike and his wisdom and generosity. Help me to be more like him as a man walking with Christ.

December 13th

God, you make all things good and provide wonderful things and people when we pay attention to what you're doing.
Thanks for Kathy, my counsellor, and her wisdom. Help me to be open to her and to listen to what she has to say. Thanks for a good session today and her obvious passion for Christ. Let it inspire my own passion and make me a better man for you.
Thanks also for all the folks that pitch in to make the office at St. James work smoothly and happily.They are great people and it was fun to be able to have lunch with them in celebration of Christmas and their contribution to the church. Bless them with continued joy and generosity as they serve you by serving St. James.

December 12th

Just a quiet day with a chance for some time with Lois. Thanks God.
God, David is having a struggle with the leadership and some of the folks in his Cadet unit. He needs patience and wisdom to understand how to deal with the situation and not make any rash decisions. Give him the insight to listen to our advice, such as it is, to hear what others have to say, and not to play the kind of games some of his colleagues are playing. Help him to be the kind of leader he can be, while remaining humble and obedient to those who lead him. Help Lois and I, as well, to guide him as much as he needs, but not to hover over him and protect him in a way that doesn't help him grow.