May 12th

Lord, thank you for a day of deep and powerful insights into myself and how I work. I realize I've been pushing folks hard and that it's time to back off. I've been pushing myself hard as well, and I need to slow down there, too.
Help me refocus my energies and to trust others to move ahead, or in the right direction by your will, not mine. Help me lead by example, not by command. Help me to dream along with rather than all on my own. Help me to be what St. James needs me to be as I seek to be what it is you intend for me.

May 11th

Thanks God for yet another good day. Had a couple of good walks, lots to think about, worked on worship material for upcoming Sunday's and generally managed to focus on worship dreaming, leadership and my service to you. Be with me and guide me as I continue to reflect, relax and renew myself.

May 10th

Thanks for a good second day, Lord, and some real insights into what church is all about. Thanks as well for a chance to push myself physically so that I might be better equipped mentally.

May 9th

Thanks God, for this wonderful place and for this time of renewal and refreshment. Help me focus on you and on my ministry. Help me to relax and get away for a bit. Help me center myself on you, to deepen my faith, to remember the centrality of my family and to receive all the blessings you offer this week.
Help me also to be a blessing as I am blessed, so that your goodness and love may be reflected in everything I do, say and am.

May 8th: Moves and Countermoves

I love technology and how its history, so a recent program about the electronics use in the British Night-fighting campaign of World War Two was of great interest to me. I enjoyed all the technical explanations of the equipment used by the Germans and the Brits, but what really interested me was the moves and countermoves by which those technologies advanced and were used against one another.
Basically, one of three things happened: one side would invent an offensive technology only to have the other side develop something to stop it; one side would develop a defensive technology, and the other side would then figure out a way to defeat it; one side would invent something and then the other side would figure out a way to turn that invention against itself. In short, it was a game of oneupmanship, albeit a very deadly one. Every invention was soon undermined or overridden by a better and newer one.
Of course, the principles of attack and defense have never really changed. Sure, the machinery is newer and better today than it was when the first person used their fist against their neighbour, but whether it's a fist a rock or a bomb, someone wields it and someone else gets hurt.
Underlying this human capacity to hurt one another willingly is sin. It’s that simple. Arguments fights, battles, wars or whatever word you describe human conflict are all caused by our willful breaking of God’s basic commandment to love one another. Weapons may evolve, hand to hand combat may be constantly improved, but the reason we improve upon our ways of hurting one another all boils down to sin.
What’s remarkable about sin is that our defense against it has never changed, nor will it ever need to change. All we need to do is to be  forgiven and then to love our neighbour, and indeed all humanity, as we would be loved ourselves. It’s a solution as old as sin and just as effective as it was the first time God pardoned us.
Well, OK, there has been on big change, one major advance in God’s way of dealing with sin. God made it simpler. Where once forgiveness required specific sacrifices and ritual behaviour, it now requires only a request. Jesus took care of the cost. He took care of the ritual. Through His death and resurrection God ensured that our forgiveness was not only simpler than ever, it was also guaranteed until the day it will no longer be needed.
Human technology often advances in a series of moves and countermoves. The new, creative ways we sin seem to move ahead steadily and unstoppably. The countermove, however, remains as simple as ever. Seek God’s forgiveness through Jesus, and then love your neighbour as yourself. Counteracting sin’s deadly effects couldn’t be simpler.

May 8th

Lord it was a great day of worship and celebration as St. James recognized its 5oth anniversary. Thanks so much for all the people that made the church possible in the first place, and those who are keeping it going and will keep it going for years to come. Thanks also for Lois and the kids and for their support.
As I take a time off on retreat, help me to use the occasion to be a better, more effective leader and listener, to pay more attention to you, and to be a better husband and father. Bless my family during my retreat.
Bless all the folks at St. James as well, so that they can be part of an exciting future that they themselves create along with me, and not just because I say so, but because we are working together for your Glory, praise and honour.

May 7th

Thanks, God for a good, busy day. Lots accomplished, a great concert by Unity and happy people all 'round as a result. It was also a hard day, too, because I missed Anna and David's annual review. Help them understand that my heart was with them, and how proud I am of them and how much I love them.