January 9th

Another good day off. Not much accomplished other than resting and enjoying time with Lois. Days like today are needed sometimes. Thanks God.
Help me remember that I'm not always having to do things; sometimes just basking in love and friendship is the best thing possible.

January 8th

It felt good to be back in the pulpit, even though things weren't perfect. I had a little too much to teach and there were some glitches with the mics, yet folks still seemed to enjoy worship. Thanks God, for working even when things didn't work as well as I expected.
Thanks, too, for the beautiful day and for a great, long walk. Help me to keep up my exercise and to cut down on my eating so that I can make my body as strong and healthy as it can be.

January 8th: Shredded

I can’t tell you the exact history of shredding paper but I do know that in the past few years it has grown into a real business. I suppose that folks started tearing, shredding and other-wise ripping paper apart pretty much a few moments after it was invented and the first mistake was made writing something upon it.
With the advent of cheap and effective machines shredding paper is no longer a purely manual exercise; we now have very fancy devices that can reduce the mightiest sheet of paper into very fine confetti in no time at all. This is not surprising to me at all. We humans have always managed to find ways of inventing devices that mimic and often improve upon our actions. What does surprise me, however, is the fact that shredding paper has now become big business.
That’s right. Some clever entrepreneurs have turned the permanent destruction of written records into very successful money making ventures. Their success is driven by two simple factors: the need for privacy and the sheer volume of paper still used in business. While small personal shredders might suffice for small businesses or private households, there comes a point at which the sheer volume of paper is simply too much to be dealt with at a company level and trained professionals with big machines are the only effective solution.
This idea of permanently shredding records on a massive scale got me to thinking about Jesus’ role in our lives. Jesus is the one who permanently shreds all records of our sin. His job is to take the great volume of human peccadilloes and reduce them to absolute nothing.
We can’t do it alone. In fact, we can’t do it at all. There is no way for us to eliminate the stain of sin. Forgiveness can only come from God, because it is God that is its ultimate victim. Certainly we too are victims: we hurt ourselves and others by going against God’s will. However, because it is God’s will that we defy it is God that feels the greatest effect of our defiance; thus it is only God that can forgive us.
Thankfully, God’s love and mercy are such that He can’t let us wallow in sin. God wants us whole and healthy. A broken and pained humanity cannot love God the way He deserves so through Jesus, God sets the record straight by utterly destroying it. Jesus effectively shreds the record of our sin leaving us pure, worthy and ready to love and serve God as He deserves.
Perhaps the best thing about Jesus role is that it’s not just big business for Him. Jesus is interested in each of us personally, so that He doesn’t just blindly erase our sin. Instead, He listens to our prayers and helps us write a new chapter in our lives that hopefully will never need to be shredded.

January 7th

After a good week of work, it was nice to have a day off. Accomplished little, rested much, can't ask for more. Thanks God.

January 6th

Got some really inspired work done, today! Thanks, God. It feels good to be planning well ahead and to have a handle on what worship will look like for the next little while. Help me to keep honouring the inspiration of your Holy Spirit and to stay true to your will in the way I serve and teach at St. James.

January 5th

A guest at the Lunch 'n' Learn Bible study today! Lois brought her daughter, Jo, along. She fit right in and shared quite freely. It was a blessing to think that Lois would feel confident to invite someone close to her to study along with the rest of us. And it was a blessing that the group easily and happily made room for her. Thanks, God.

January 4th

Touched by a reading from Titus today. Don't know why I chose to study that passage, but it really speaks to my responsibility for my Elders. I think I'll use it for the upcoming retreat. Thanks God, for opening my eyes to it.

January 3rd

Hitting the ground running with some catching up and a Session meeting today. It was a good day, and the Session meeting was short and sweet. Things are looking up for 2012!

January 2nd

My official day off/end of my Christmas break. Looking forward to getting back to work but also wishing I could spend more of this time with the family. It's been good and I thank you for this vacation.

January 1st

Thanks, God, for the chance to sit back and worship on this last day of vacation. It's always great to be able to hear someone else teach and to celebrate you in a different way.
I also thank you for seeing a couple of old friends and for the warm reception they offered Lois, the kids and me. It's a blessing to know that time doesn't lessen the importance or closeness of friends.

January 1st: No Reason

Christmas is on December 25th. We don’t know the exact date of Jesus’ birth, mind you, but a long time ago an arbitrary decision was made about when to celebrate that incredible event. It’s argued that the date was chosen in order to suppress a Pagan festival, but ultimately, there is no real good reason for choosing that particular time of the year. It just works. It’s the same thing with Easter. Oh, and New years too. Personally, I would suggest that the vernal equinox, that is, the day before days start getting longer would make sense; it would be a true new beginning of sorts. Still, it’s just a day in the calendar. As long as we all agree, no real reason for choosing it is necessary.
There are a great many things that we do without any particular reason, or at least no reason that would really stand up to scrutiny. I prefer to back my car into parking spots. Ostensibly it’s so that it makes getting out easier; realistically it doesn’t matter which way I park. I tend to eat my food in order, literally saving the best for last. Again, saving the best for last makes sense to me, but it’s not a particularly good reason. It’s just the way I’m wired.
God created humanity for no other reason than it being His will to do so. Oh, sure, as you move through the Bible you find assorted reasons if you look hard enough, but the original Genesis account offers no good explanation as to God’s motives for creating anything. I think the word that would work best here is inscrutable. That means that we can’t know God’s reason for doing what He did; it made sense to Him; that’s all that He needs us to know.
There’s no good reason for what happened next, either. Adam and Eve had a great thing going. The Garden of Eden provided everything they needed and they were in perfect relationship with God. There was no reason they should have fallen away. God had given them a clear, simple instruction, but they chose not to follow it for reasons that might have made sense at the time, but in the end were not justifiable.
Eve and Adam’s mistake continued through subsequent generations and continues to this day. God has provided clear and simple instructions for how to live well, happily and in relationship with Him, and we humans still fail  to do what’s best for us. You would think that God would simply give up on us because there is no good reason for our disobedience, and no reason for not doing as God asks. Yet for no good reason other than His great love for us, God continuously forgives us and tries to bring us back to Him.
There was no good reason for Jesus to die on our behalf, yet that’s what He did. God’s love was, is and always shall be so great that Jesus’ death was fully justified in God’s view. We can’t understand that love. We can’t make logical sense of a passion so great. There is no reason God should love us as He does. But it is precisely because we are so passionately loved that we have no reason not to love God in return.

December 31st

With today marking the end of 2011, I just give thanks for all that happened the past year. Many good things have taken place, and I thank you for all those blessings.
I also thank you for David's girlfriend and the way she fits into the family and feels comfortable with us. It was a blessing to have her celebrate the arrival of the New Year with it.
I also thank you for silly friends and the happiness and fun they bring to my life.

December 30th

Thanks again, God, for the continued time to rest, recreate and exercise a bit.