December 21st

God of patience; it's an odd time right now. Everyone seems to be caught up in the busy-ness of getting ready for Christmas; I feel like there isn't much to do, that I'm ready to go. So here I am, feeling like the eye in a tornado, a place of calm in the midst of clamour. I don't know if I should thank you or ask for help. Am I truly ready? Am I deluding myself? All I know is that I'm doing my best; what I need to have done by now I have ready. If I need to do more, help me. If I'm doing OK, thank you.