September 16th

On my first day back of debriefing it's been interesting to have a real personal revelation about the difference between how I'm seen and how I seen myself.
So, people see me as conventional, which means I lean towards not sticking out or rocking the boat. That's a curious thought, since I thought that I did do some serious boat rocking, especially at St. James.
So, I'm not sure what to make of it; I leave it in your hands to understand and to grow from this. Do I need to stick my neck out more? Do I need to stand out more? How do I do this? I need your help, God.